Hay Tama. DRINKING PARTY TONIGHT~!!

FINALLY I'M AWAY FROM HIM XD XD XD XD

You have got to be kidding me. having a nude party. Everyone is going to get in a shitload of trouble. There are such things as indecent exposure, y'know.

I mean, it could be hot and all if the right people are naked. But, think about the fact ones. ....Nasty

This suuuuucks.

Ayan. Do me a favor.....

The next time you want to pull my arm out of it's socket.....LET ME PUT SOME DAMN PANTS ON.

It's really complicated.

I mean....I ended up right back where I started from....and my favorite boxers turned up missing. What the hell is up with that?
this place is one twisted mess..

Thanks alot guys. That's really what I needed to hear in the middle of the night when it's dark.

Jeez.

NOT COOL. I DONOT WANT TO ROOM WITH HIM AGAIN. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT.

I think I've seriously gone insane.

What am I thinking.

Jsklfjsdkljf. Camping?! Okay, I can do that. But, only two people per tent…and I know that I’m not going to get to stay with Ayan. I don’t think I really have anyone to stay with. I know Yotan is probably off with the enemy. Which, I mean isn’t so bad…? He’s not that horrible of a guy. He gave me a place to stay during all that drama. (though, I think he did it to cause more drama.).
Hey roomie… are you staying with one of your friends?

Stopitstopitstopit.  It's not your place... so just stop it. -_-;

I've been doing alot of thinking lately. About relationships...about what I want in life. What I want to do...

And y'know, this place is a second chance. I don't have to work for Weiss. I don't even have to have anything to do with it. And....it's starting to make me feel happy... I'm not saying, I'm going to stop talking to people or anything. But, I think...it's time that I lived my own life...

....without the burdens of the past.

I've been spending alot of time with my roommate. :x There's really not much else to do here. So we just hang out. HE talked about his "girlfriend" the other night. She kinda sounds like a ditz, sorry man.

Though, it makes me a little jealous. Heh. Everyone I've had....guy or girl...either died or wanted to kill me...or were a jerk...or ruined my soccer career...>.<

LOL. Wow, I should give up on dating.

So I got sent home the other day...because I kinda fell asleep at work...behind an exercise bike. I'm sorry...i was tired. >/ But, yeah everything is better and I really didn't get in much trouble...so...yeah.


That's about it. Though... I've been really bored lately.

Y'know.  It's tough being supportive when you're feelings are so tied and twisted that you don't know which way is up.  As hard as it is, I still won't pull myself away.  I mean, the best thing would be to forget about it and ignore....and not even look that direction.  But, when you've known someone for that long...and been through so much....it's impossible.  There are many things I want to say and do, but can't.

I want to say it's because I was stupid or too slow or something.  I just don't know anymore.  This is the first time in awhile....I wish I was back playing soccer.

Also...there were some loudass people in the gym.  I wanted to throw them out. 

I've decided that....it has to be the most disgusting thing ever.  You all know what I mean. 

My roommate is freakin awesome and hot too.

No matter how many times he tells me no....I still can't get over it.  I can't get him out of mind. I can't let myself move on.  Sometimes you just want to be wanted.  But, then it takes someone who has been GONE for who knows how long...to waltz in and scoop it up.

I usually wouldn't have asked him the same question over and over.  I'm not that stupid...but..it just came out.  And I got turned down again.  Deep down I was hoping...that he would have said that he at least liked me once upon a time.  But, not even that.  I couldn't even have that one thought in my fucking head.


Hey Roomie...wanna get drunk?

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